Tuesday, October 2, 2007

An Image

How a book comes to be in your possession…friends that have passed over to the other side must sleep at specialty bookshops. Cover art beckoned me from the display window; trancelike I walked through the open door. Titles I have not seen before, words tapping my flesh demanding my attention. I wanted to open the pages, those which had transfixed my senses, and then rest my bones to the page in order to merge. It became apparent that a specific order of images wanted to meld with my person. Each of my charkas had chosen a visual counterpart union. A joining of paper and flesh. Trees infused with visions seep into a lone woman. Blocking out then detaching from given surroundings, I took the stack of books to an aisle that whispered, “We are alone”. At the moment when I had the images perfectly adjusted, I lay down next to this vertical cacophony and then proceeded to gently place myself over them.
“Jesus Christ Clyde!! Busloads of blue hairs are attacking,” Santa turned to me then immediately whipping herself back around opened her trenchcoat- blocking my intimacy from the prying stampeding herd. I touched each image for the last time through the technique of imprintation through the act of a deep breath or seven deep breaths in rapid succession.

Before leaving Australia, an actor, a force and a woman had brought gifts for us. The wine that her family produces dates as far back as 1843. I am drinking the 1843 Freedom Shiraz as I write these thoughts. Synchronicity is what I live for. More poetic than the religious mantra, “a miracle,” synchronicity is the true music of the Universe, thoughts harmonizing with matter. Ideas and actions. Union. The Red Tree, a children’s book, somehow got mixed up in my things. Someone mistakenly had placed it in my travel bag. The fact that Tash and I have the same make of travel bags has, at this moment, dawned on me. On one of the pages, a striking picture stared back at me…letters spill out of a megaphone. Hidden surprises have been illustrated by Shaun Tan, the effect better than the best Easter egg hunt. The Red Tree has captured my doubts and given them a new job to do. Their new job is not to doubt but to faithfully find the magic imaging etched into every page. Faces form out of hundreds of leaves. Swelling to storm proportions inside the little girl’s room. Magic is still alive on something as simple as a piece of paper.

50 comments:

MoMo said...

Oh booya! First comment. Not just for this entry but for this whole blog. This is the first time i have actually commented, which is odd cause usually i have already left like 50 by this time. I started reading the blogs late so don't blame me! Blame the invention of procrastination. That rhymed! Okay back to the entry, that is interesting. What was up with the "busloads of blue hair attacking" thing? 4give me if i missed something, i am tired. I read that entry, i was like "wow." That is really all i could say at that point, cause first of it was still trying to seep in but i could roughly understand it. It's interesting how all 4 of you find meaning in everything. I mean me being a pre-teen and all may have something to do with the whole not understanding but i have the capacity of a 20 year old. (so i have been told) Well, that's all for me tonigt, I need sleep. I will c one of you dolls at the November 16th show. Look for me, i will be the one with the journal and/or basket in hand in the front row. (screaming my ass off!)
Bye, Bye now
<3 MoMo

Happyleighme said...

Blessed be the 1843. Shiraz is my spirit of choice every time. I can only imagine its transport!

As soon as I began to read this I heard your Voice speak - and I knew that She is a live.

I had wondered where the Creator lay… and thought that Clyde would surface as Earth Muse and a sort of Sarah or Diana… and now a taste of Spirit. I am so glad to read these words....

You have shared the Freedom wine with my thirsty spirit. (I’ve worked 13 hours straight today and simply can’t go to sleep until I read the rest of this…. getting back to it…

So, I know it wasn’t just for me, but I thank you – for showing how your spirit soars and listens when freed and given a moment from the blue hairs.

Blessed be the 1843.

Synchronicity leads me to pull a book from my shelf: I have to share my most favorite – a lover of mine: Rumi, Coleman Barks translates the Essential Rumi:

If someone were to play music, it would have to be very sweet.
We’re drinking wine, but not through lips.
We’re sleeping it off, but not in bed.
Rub the cup across your forehead.
This day is outside living and dying.

Give up wanting what other people have.
That way you’re safe.
“Where, where can I be safe?” you ask.

This is not a day for asking questions,
Not a day on any calendar.
This is a conscious of itself.
This day is a lover, bread, and gentleness,
more manifest than saying can say.

Thoughts take form with words,
but this daylight is beyond and before
Thinking and imagining. Those two,

They are so thirsty, but gives smoothness
to water. Their mouths are dry, and they are tired.

The rest of this poem is too blurry
For them to read.

~Jelaluddin Rumi

So, Clyde, Tori, The Red Tree Reader... thank you.

Lizzy said...

Oh yes, Clyde. When there is union and synchronicity, I feel like the Univerese is telling me, "Go ahead, take it, feel it, rest in it..."
Have fun with The Red Tree! Books hold so many treasures.
I just finished Henry and June by Anais Nin and totally felt Santa in Anais, vice versa. Such passion, wisdom and zest for life!

Lizzy

Anonymous said...

hi there!!!!!!!! loved the enrty!!!! glad u had fun in aussie land!!!! i loooooove 2 read 2!!!! trashy roamance novels r my fav's!!!!!! i used 2 read the babysitters club books!!!! u would like them!!!! 1 of ppl in the seris is named mary anne and she sound just like u!!!! funny how u tash have the same bag!!! make ur name's on ur so it won't happen again!!!!! The Red Tree sound like good book!!!! i looked it up online and it seems like good book 4 a child 2 read!!!!! can't wait 4 u and "gurls" in 27 days on oct. 30th in pittsburgh, pa!!!!! {i've already got my tickets!!!} i don't care u cums 2 the stage i know it rock my world!!!!! glad u likie the wine that u guys had in aussie land!!!! tell tori that she rocked jay leno the other nite!!!! and that i looooooove the new video 4 ur song: "bouning off the clouds" i soooooo want all ya'lls outfits!!!!! i know i could rock them just as good as u huys can!!!! hope u have a nice break!!! mkgtweety

~*Monica said...

Ah yes...the bookstore my home away from home where the house coffee's brew well and the Salvador Dali books are of plenty. Surrealism has to be the one gift that art brought that can truly be appreciated.Just like your postings. A gift that can truly be adored.

~*Monica

Anonymous said...

Very cool blog...love the images and feelings that I get with this writing style...so great!

V

Anonymous said...

I wrote this long entry that I accidentally
deleted when I tried to copy and paste it. I guess that's what happens when you try to do these things from a device other than a computer. Either that or the universe is telling me to be quiet. Either way, c'est dommage.

Bells for her

Anonymous said...

^^omg, a spam comment! :-o

Anyway, I think I share your love of books; one of the reasons I keep a second job at a bookstore, :).

Kristina said...

it's funny. i did the same thing in a bookshop last week...drawn to it in a similar manner. except i was looking at the zodiac and native americans :)


insightful as always, clyde. i truly hope that tori will feel you to be the best choice to perform in buffalo at the end of this month.

be well.

Anonymous said...

you know Clyde, i've been trying to give my doubts a new job to do as well, a job as a living, as an artist, as anything really... but the more i think of it in terms of an earth-bound reality, the more cloudy and distant everything becomes. thanks for wording it this way because it affirms that maybe i've already given them the most important job there is (although the blue hairs wouldn't see it this way i'm sure). your voice/music is helping me & others to stay in tune with the magic i've been finding, to experience more wonderful synchronicities just by drawing ourselves to you... and thereby strengthening our faith.

were you in LA while writing this? your voice really needs to be heard here. don't worry, i won't demand that you appear at the concert, i am just curious. :)

love & light,
eva

p.s. stop hiding behind your hair so we can see your beautiful face. (i do it too but my aunt always says that to me...)

Anonymous said...

Hi Clyde!

A big hug from the boy with the two black eyes in the front row of your last Sydney show...

Somehow thought "Cloud on my tounge" was your gift to me...

Maybe Tori told you about my request during the M&G the same day...

If you want to say hi - my e-mail is in the Card - yellow envelope - with a picture of the ocean on it - that Tori got with some VERY special ear-rings during the Melbourne M&G.

Miss you girls already!

xoxox
*hugZ*

L.

Anonymous said...

Hey Clyde, that was no accident. Children's books sometimes hold more truth than they promise. That is the beauty of them. I LOVE YOU CLYDE!!! LOVE YOU TORI!!!!

Linda said...

clyde,

i still think back to when i met you during the meet and greet in sydney on the 24th and about what i said or didn't say.

your concert had me mesmerised, literally it was like being sucked in and possessed, i've never experienced such a strong connection towards you. i cannot describe how great it was and i'd just like to say thankyou.

i'm ecstatic that you've also seen 'The Red Tree'. Shaun Tan is absolutely brilliant with colour and texture in his illustrations. the book means so much more than the words on the page. I somewhat seem to feel an even stronger spiritual affinity for you.

in case i get any deeper, and i embarass myself seriously, i'm going to wrap things up. it's great to hear that you love sydney and i hope you come back someday. i linger on the thought that it won't be too long.

Triskele said...

Hey there, that bottle of red is certainly conducive to the flow of thought. I am drinking cider as I type this on an imaginary leaf, and wolf is marrying fox's wife. The rain makes everything fresh and blossoming. I feel as if my fingers and toes are going to sprout new growth any moment now! Glad to know that you're not afraid of invoking the word 'magic'. Sometimes just feeling it and recognising it is enough. Magic, is quite simply (and isn't that important?) *magic*. It was my birthday this week and I'm going out to dinner with some friends. I'll have a glass of the finest red for you and the toast will be to magic and leaves that blow wherever they like.

Happyleighme said...

In 1843 Christian Auricht planted rows of Shiraz vines. This wonderful old dry grown vineyard flourished on the flats near the North Para River at Langmeil village. The late 1980s were hard times in the Barossa; demand for wine was down, grapes were left rotting on the vines and the government was paying a bounty to growers to pull out their vines. The Auricht vineyard was neglected, and 3 1/2 acres of Shiraz vines lay untended; they had not been pruned for about eight years; the strainers had collapsed and the trellis wires were broken.


Now in 2002 it is the gem of Langmeil Winery estate. With tender loving care the vines have been restored and receive constant attention. They continue to be dry grown and, with hand pruning and hand picking, the grapes provide a wine with rich and unique qualities. Christian Auricht's old vineyard is the source of Langmeil Winery's single vineyard Shiraz. This rare wine commemorates the pioneering spirit of the first settlers and their willingness to endure so much hardship for the right to keep their faith; it has been named The Freedom.

Cheers!

Anonymous said...

About Me
Clyde
All works of art start as potential. Similarly, all relationships start as potential. When I meet a person I try and see not their mask, with it’s defenses, but what’s underneath. I get accused of refusing to acknowledge who a person is choosing to be right now. When that person is arrogant or rude or selfish then my friends say, "Clyde!!!!!! THIS is what this LOSER is about." But I say, "Hold on people, this is only what this person THINKS they are about." So this so called Loser person is confused. But if no one sees their potential then they may not ever see it themselves and that would be tragic.

Anonymous said...

Osiyo Clyde,

Ayv nelisv nehi nulinigvgv adalihelitsedi hia unadvnelodi Hia Alasulo Yinehi navi Yun Chan Lee.

Ayv wili unelagi adadelisedi hia usquanigodi lyuno nehi wili.

Torifan said...

Ciao, Clyde!!
Pretty cool blog!!
Greetings from Italy!

Claudia Drake said...

Books were always such a lovely place
to explore [and escape into] for me.
Similar to that quote by Maya Angelo
about words being a sanctuary to curl in
against loneliness. I tried to find it just now
but I have too many too much to sort through to find it. ;]
Some other time I'll post it, if-when it pops
back into my view [as lessons do].
Good to see you here again,
take care dear. x

Michele said...

Does it not want you to bust our of your skin and reach with your essence to the far corners of the galaxy? I ache for someone to bury their bones in my pages and meld with my images. Clyde you hum with truth.

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happyleighme said...

"Their new job is not to doubt but to faithfully find the magic imaging etched into every page. Faces form out of hundreds of leaves. Swelling to storm proportions inside the little girl’s room."

I still find faces in trees and in patterns on lenoleum floors. Really! faces and profiles. I think that is called "extreme right brain" - the ability gets stronger as my mensus approaches. After my stepdad died in a trailer, i flew back home to support my brothers - and in the room where he died - i happened to look up and find a portrait of him form in the pattern of the sheetrock wall ... i traced it (drew on the wall) with a red crayon... then, since the sheet rock was a duplicate for each wall - replicated - i found the portrait on each wall... and no, i have never done a drug in my life. - maybe i should if i am finding patterns in things as common place as curtain folds, trees and floor patterns?? jk :)
since i was a child i would be daydreaming and soon - from my eyes focusing and refocusing - presto - a face! anyhoo, after i did that strange thing - we all went to the livingroom where my brothers played the guitars and i dragged out pots and pans for percussion. We are happily bent.

onward ~ happyleighme

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Karin said...

As an artist these two books having given me inspiration. I think Clyde would appreciate them. They are:

Translate this darkness by Claire Douglas (lots of talk about Jungian psychology, animus anima, mythology and a great woman's story to boot.)

And

Dangerous Voices: Women's Laments and Greek Literature (Great theories on the beginnings of democracy and the suppression of female lamentation)

I've read these two a thousand times and still find something new. Enjoy!

Anonymous said...

soon and very soon, i am go-wing to see the queen...

soon and ver-ry soon, I am go-wing to-see-the queen...

clap clap clap...

soon and very soon i am go-wing ta- see-the-queen

and i'm going, YAH-YAH-go-wing to see-ee tha Queen.

That was my Tori Spiritural.

~hlm

Anonymous said...

Sorry, one quick question... what is a blue hair?

Anonymous said...

hi clyde it's me again mkgtweety!!!!! i waz at the pittsurgh show on the oct. 30 waz fabooooooooooooo 2 the 10th deegree!!!!!! i just looooved santa's costume: a sexy angle!!!! but i will say that she didn't act like no angel on the stage!!!! she acted more like a devil on stage!!!! thank her 4 playing the songs i wanted 2 hear which waz body and soul and bring ur dog!!!! alo looooove the way she played she's ur cocaine and hootchie woman!!!! and aslo how she played: drangon and secert spell!!!! i thought tash looked 2 cute in her witch's costume!!!!! and when tori came on the stage in her devil costume she acted like no devil!!!! more like angel on the stage!!!! loooooove that she played: happy phamton!!!! by childhood best friend played that song 4 me 11 years in his house and once i heard that song i couldn't get it out of head that's when i had 2 have: little earthquakes!!!! once i heard that cd i knew i would b a fan 4 life!!!! thank tori 4 the best halloween party on oct. 30th!!!! i waz dressed up as scoucer {sorry bad sper!!!} mickey mouse!!! i had on the blue pointy hat w/ the ears on the sides and had the stars and moon in the middle of the hat and i aslo had on a black nose and wearing white gloves like mickey's!!!! i also hjad a red tee-shirt, black jeans w/ a yellow belt and black shoes!!! it waz the best hallowen 4 me in my life!!!! i have seen tori the last 2 x's she came 2 pittsburgh!!!! please thank her 4 play sister janet!!!! i have aunt w/ that name and she's my mother's sister!!!! i wonder what waz ur halloween costume????? please tell us what it waz!!! i'm dying 2 know!!!! what's up w/ pip and halloween???? when santa asked her 'bout halloween she got angrey w/ her y waz that???? sounded like pip had broom shoved up her ass or that the cat's got her tounge or waz she on her time of the month????? i got 2 bye!!!!! p.s. please tell santa and tori that they were the bomb on oct. 30th in pittsburgh!!!!! bye now ms. clyde!!! mkgtweety

Anonymous said...

Tweety's and Monkey's meds are too strong again. obviously.

cecilia said...

The hidden potential of my little one has struck me also at times. How a mother and daughter melt into and out of one another. How flowers form at Persephone's feet in the Spring, how winter comes inevitably, how she is sorely missed, how fleeting her visits. How, above all, she is the one who brought Demeter into my then empty living room for tea one Fall afternoon - How she is a part of me - how I grow beside her as her hair and eyelashes and vocabulary for her world lengthen. How I work with the baring and re-fleshing of my skeleton daily to be good enough, wise enough, strong enough to teach her about woman one day.

Anonymous said...

Pip is more of a role these days, i think... she is finding her warrior.

Anonymous said...

People seem to like Pip's hardcore, kickass, and with the cooling down, they need to see Pip's fire. The dark fire is cracking as Winter approaches.

hlm

Anonymous said...

Clyde and Tori came home to NC... tho her brilliant heart and mind constitutes her home, I think... and I met her. I could tell it was going to be a Clyde day. I too was a bit inside myself. It was a drink-tea-and-explore-the unspoken kinda day - but that night, the power came on and the soul sang in all of us through her. Lately, Time does drive all of us instead of the other way around. The Precious Things must be dug for - or, arms outstretch for the Holy as it passes by - or drops to the ground. It is difficult for me but i play along and pat myself on the back when the most i could do in a day is done... something about existing without time - that man-made survival tool seems to turn into a crying baby or a flourescent light strapped just over our heads... i HAVE SHIT to say to Tori - To Tori? Let me broaden my heart - to my age. Now. Now. My age? I have age? That reality in itself requires a great responsibility - sorry, rambling for no one here.

onward, to the clyde within...
~misty in gastonia a/k/a happyleighme...

wolfy12345 said...

meeting you was one of the greatest dreams come true

blablabla said...

Tori, Clyde, Santa, Isabel and Pip
PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! come to Chile (southamerica) please you have a lot of fan waiting for you!!!

please

please

please

please

come to Chile!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

is she getting tired of this?
old hat? not going as she planned?
you can look but not for long.
too much pain for one short song.

ceciliaruns said...

Clyde, you remind me of the potential that will be my little girl someday. Lovely and loving and full of possibility and fragile and strong. Saw Pip and Tori in SLC the other day. There is a little reflection I wrote about it and about the four wild women and about my own wild woman in the making at

ceciliaruns.diaryland.com.

We will miss you when you go.

An excerpt:

"Someday, you will realize I am not the mother you thought I was. You will see my human face and how pale my skin and how fragile. And on that day, you will find Mother in your own soul and you will spin until you stand still as well. And that journey is not up to me."

Mairead said...

Dear Clyde,
You MUST read my blog...
Mairead in Ireland
PS Come Home!!!

Anonymous said...

she can do as she pleases, thank goodness...

but i wish she would carry this blogging on... despite the stupid people who litter and defecate their ill intent...

if there could be a selection - careful - to be sure not to pick up any WB birds or primitives...

but i guess her studies are over - the multi-media project, did it work?

best go now. i'm a little sad but understanding. i wish she had a blogging group/webcam book discussion group or something.

glad to have read what she created for us... it is all to be commended...

~hlm

Anonymous said...

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please come here again...
i miss you Tori and want to meet Clyde so much.

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Gypsy said...

you're a terrible human being, anonymous.

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Anonymous said...

I have envy too. For the power of the orifice between your fifth and sixth chakras. It's igniting power. Why waste it on someone who looks like me caught in the headlights. If its blood you desire Lioness, come to the source. It flows freely here. No struggles, unless you need it to be. Drink and absolve your sin. I forgive you when Then...and Then again.

Deer For Her

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